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Tuesday, July 31, 2007


Today..
GiinWeii Birthday^^
Happy Birthday To him....^^...
All de best!!....
Gud Luck 4 N level bah..

Tomorrow got CCA...
Tiredd....
but Nvm...
still need to go...
I Got ALots of hw...still waiting for me to do..=)
Hwaa....
i need to do Science...
Literature project!!...
bye=)..
Nitess all...
sweet Dream!!..
TakeCare!..

Posted @ [3:34 AM]

Monday, July 30, 2007


Hwa....
Actually Today wanna go Chatay....
see Jay Chou....My 4eva Idol....
but Too bad! My mom can't let me go...T-T...
thn my cousin went there...
she said Jay chou is very handsome!!..COOL!!...
hwaa..
I can only see from Tv...
hope can see him..!!..
Face to face!
even i know its could be Impossible!!...

Tomorrow Got Geo test!!...
wanna study first!
Good luck to me...
NiTesss all!!...
Hav a nice dreams!!...
TakeCare!!...

Posted @ [5:45 AM]

Sunday, July 29, 2007


This morning..
i went to church!
Finally i can go there
i Miss Jesus Christ!
I cry over there..
and apologize to Jesus..
and this morning really feel bad again!
my brother took my phone and delete all my message..Image..song!
can u imagine tat?
all my memorise deleted by him?.
Huh..and i cry lik a liitle girl who lost her important thing!
from now on..
i'll seldom on9...
tp people out there...
no need to msg me le...
my phone gt confiscate..
dun knw when can give back..
nvm...
i respect my mom...
i'll do wateva she wan me to do...!!...
coz i dun knw my mom cry..
now...my 1st ''Mu di'' is Study hard!!
so i can still continue study in here
i dun wan go back indonesia^^...

to all my frenz...
u can keep tag me here...
or comment me in friendster..
if u wanna chat with me..
i'll miss u all!!...

and the last...
i apologize to someone.....
u will know who you are...
sory can't let you even reply me...
once again..
I APOLOGIZE!!....
i deleted wors..
treat lik nvr hppnd...
See ya!!.....
anyway..
i'll miss ur message to me...
XD
go concentrate ur study bahs...
study more important..
XD..


ZaiCian!

Posted @ [4:20 AM]

Saturday, July 28, 2007





Today..
feel bad!...
i kana scolded by my mom!
DuiBiQi mom!!...
my phone confiscate by mom!
coz of my bill over-limit!
$400+/Month!
actually last month i used $400 too
but mom gave me a chance!
but out of sudden
this month also kana $4oo/month!
can u imagine that?
$800 phone's bill use in 2 month!
all by my self!
and i m still student!
not business woman!
i think business woman won't use phone bill untill like that!
so no phone anymore!
Mom...when you can give back my phone again?...
so this nite..i went to downstair my house..
sitting with my cousin near swimming pool and looked at the star!
tht's beautiful....
imagine that i could touch the stars..
and i will touch the lucky star!..
so live at there!! [ i talk crap ]...
and listening to sad song make me wanna cry!
cry silently all by my self!
no one know..

Posted @ [8:38 AM]



I having FLU now!!....
Too Bad...
Can't go out!!..
and Waste A Lots Of Tissue paper!
not feeling well!!...
TakeCare!!...
Now plus the Weather!!Very Cold...
Sick...Sick..Sick!!...
TakeCare to people out there!..
coz Now many people got Flu..
affected By Weather..
So TakeCare!!....
Drink More Water!!....
Rest Well...

Posted @ [3:23 AM]

Friday, July 27, 2007


Now i know something!!..
He sucks
i know his feeling to me is all fake
yaa...
but luckily I never love him
i just wan to know...
wad in his mind...
so he think he stead me!
even i dun want!
but no choise!
i need to knw wad in his mind!
some ppl said he is not easily to play in relationship!
but who know?
nobody is perfect!
i wan to try
who dare
me or him!
but izzit ''pantas'' i do tat thing?
or like i said he just get use of me to get her in relationship..
wad do u want from me?
u need attention izzit?
why u become lik tat?
the 1st time met u..
u lik very cheerful..
but the nextday u become selfish!
just wan to care about ur self!
sure!i dun need ur care but can u understand me?
a bit its enough for me?
wad do u wan?

ps : thx's to people out there...who hate me!get use of me!..thx's...
cry silently

Posted @ [9:46 PM]





I kinda hate my self!!
all alone!!...
just wanna cry silently...
wad happend?
why should i live in this very complicated position?
i know..its hard to live!but at least i'll try hard!
why should i become their tool?
only for get her attention?
why?
all love her
all like to her...
except me
am i jealous?
no!i dun wan to be jealous!
jealous sucks!
i just wanna to be my self
but we has same face!they couldn't see tat?or just because she has different character!
ya..maybe this is the reason!but i hav my own life wad!
its ok to me to be different as long as i hav my own style
but why they lik to treat me like a tool..
i like to play by them!
only for get her attention!
all sucks!
even love too!
they wanted love her
but they get use of me to get!
how can be lik tat?
love is not easy to play lik a tool!
u all know tat rite?
but people who heartless,they'll do tat!
damn hate it!
people are so bad!
like to get use of people.
so they can get wad they want!
its not fair to me!
but no choise!!
I m Unwanted
they just can get use of me!
yaa...i m silly girl!
only can get use by them!
so that's why i kinda hate my self!!

Labels:


Posted @ [9:05 PM]



i dun knw wad my feeling now!
In one day..got two people said their feelinf to me
how could i answer them?
and i dun even know its true or not
of coz!i just only know one of them in one day!
and they said their feeling!
honestly i hav abit feeling to him..
i m happy over there...
i m happy with him,
lik to laugh..
but i really hate his smiling face =)
i also wanted it!
nothing wrong to try in relationship rite?

Posted @ [4:37 AM]

Thursday, July 26, 2007


Someone said :
TaXiHuanWo...
wanna be my boyfrenz..
dun wanna lose me...
stay with me..
will be there when i need him..
wanna protect me!

Must i believe to tat guy who talk alll this things?
its all only act?
so can make the girl happy!!...
NO!!... its not true!

Dun say u love me
if u dun really know me!

Posted @ [9:21 AM]



Do u believe love at first sight?
can tell me:)..
how is feel?...
how could he say he like me?
wan to be his gf?
must i accept him?
but when i saw him
gt something strange in my heart!
wad is tis?
omg...dun say i lik him too
should i believe to him?
dun let it hppnd
yes.he has smiling fsce!
but wad is the back?
no one know!..
or he just play2?
test me?
how cheap i am...
or i just think too much le?
yes....i know i m silly girl!
he said it too....
but ur wrong!
yaa...i can say i m silly girl...
but i'll know wad will hppnd?
hm...wad should i do now?


Cindy..
Confused Girl!

Posted @ [5:03 AM]

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


I am not feeling well..
after got cca....
not coz of this..but something make me not feeling well..
but I m fine now...
Thx''s to someone...who always care about me..
even i dun knw u..
wanna go study...
tiredd...
ThaTha...Bloggie!!...

Posted @ [5:16 AM]

Tuesday, July 24, 2007


I want you to feel free..
to grow and change,
and follow ur life's path..
Knowing that WoAiiNi
for who r u
and wad you are..


I lost my Ezilink card!!...T-T...the 3rd time I lost it...^^...
just now went tiong bahru to hav lunch...
me...Vindy..Filin..Angela...Artono...Brian...
today so tiredd.....
anyway...I M FINE....
hm...tml gt BAND practice again!!...
Huh...tiredd...dun want to go...^^...
wanna sleep...
nitez to everybody u visit my blog...
have a nice dreams!!....
cya!!...
LOVESYOUALL...

Ps: Say NO to EMO



Posted @ [3:21 AM]

Monday, July 23, 2007



Am i being different?
Am i being strangers?
NO! i m just an ordinary girl..
same lik u all..
yes,stay simple as usual..
stay Emo when its the time
After sch...
Me with filin went to vivo city!
watch INVISIBLE TARGET followed by ALONE...[very scare movie]..
Wah....Very nice movie!! Cool...
i lik NiCholas Tse..so Cool....^^...
I wan to watch DIE-HARD!!....

Posted @ [5:16 AM]

Sunday, July 22, 2007


I m cancel to go to church again!!
I wan to go....
hope next week i can go...
GodBlessMe....

I hav maths test!
goiin to study!!..
bye2 blog^^....

Posted @ [5:57 AM]

Saturday, July 21, 2007





Last nite..
I'm really felt Bad..sadd..
I dun even know wad's goiin on..
I just wanna cry..
And face the darkness..
LEAVE ME ALONE
tat nite..
i switch off my phone, i dun even want receive any call or message!
Mom...Dad..
I apologize!
i know u worry about me!
i know ur love for me.
i appreciate it!
i know u worry about my study..my result!
i know i m USELESS stupid
who always fail my subject
but i m trying to study hard!
i m trying to work hard!
i m trying to be success for future!
coz i wan to repay u all..dad..mOm..
and i know i can do it!
i know ur love mom,dad!
eu try hard to work,so i can continue my study in singapore!
i wan to get this chance!i want to study!
i wan to be a good daughter for my mom..dad..
i wan my mom gt proud of me..
but wad i am?
come to singapore!
finds a lots of frenz!
affected by them!
and wan become Emo!
but IF I CAN BE HONEST!
EMO IS NOT MY CHOISER!
i dun wan to be EMO!!
i just wan to be ordinary girl..
stay simple!
tis is wad i want!
but all the things is not easy to change!
sory mommy...daddy!!...
i just wanna kneel infront of them and say DuiBuQi!
i wan to hug them and say WoAiiNiMen!!
but i got no chance to do that!
hope one day i can do it!!
GodBlessMe

Posted @ [8:26 PM]

Friday, July 20, 2007



Me and Jia min...
she wan to move tp Hongkong le...
Bye2 jiamin...we r frenz 4eva...
i'll miss u!!...
T-T...sadd....sad...



I m in bad mood...
so i wrote it on hand....
sadd....sad...sad...
IWantToBeHappyGirlEveryday!!....
WhoCanMakeMeHappy?..
IDunWantToBeEmo
ButIThinkThingsAreNotEasyToChange!!....

Posted @ [10:13 PM]



the booklet said :

WHAT IS UR LIFE?
I would like to ask you two very sober question.
the first is,''wad do u think is the most important thing in this present world?''
secondly,''wad is ur most important and valuable possession in this present world?''

Without the slightest hestitation, I should say all of us will agree,
by way of answering the first question,That LIFE is the most important thing in thid world.
Without life the world will have no apparent meaning.
Life is the very essence of this world.Yet some of us may never realise how important it is to us untill we are at the very jaws of death. We often take no serious thought of our lives untill death awaits us at the doorstep,

What I am trying to say is this : Life is sweet. it is precious. You may never realise that it is only temporary. Life is just a passing phase in this present evil world.
the Bible says: ''what is your life? you are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes,'' (James 4:14)

Our life is merely hanging on a thread, and it by God's grace that thread has not been snapped sooner, and our life is shortened.The Bible tells us that our life may be required of us any moment, God may want our life any time!

Will you be ready at anytime when God calls you?
If God says to you now :''You life will be demanded from you'' (Luke 12:20)
will you be ready? I am not trying to scare you,but think seriously,it is a possibility. anything can happend in this world of uncertainty and evil. Suppose you meet with an accident today ot tomorrow will you be ready to face death and to meet your God?

Lide is sweet-sure, make the best of it. But make sure you are right with God. make sure you settle with Him regarding your soul. Make sure you are ready to meet God anytime. The bible warns us :''..... prepare to meet your God (Amos 4:12)

But there are many people who are so preoccupied with the affairs of this life that they take no thought for their soul. They never seem to take seriously their eternal standing before God,or how much they owe God. all they can think of is making lots of money and indulging in the sinsful pleasure of the world. Their motto is : enjoy your life ! But where does that they get them?? The Lord Jesus said,
'' what good is it for a man to gain the whole world. yet forheit his soul?'' ( Mark 8:36)

Enjoy your self; make your fortune: have a good time! but where does that get you? will that help you to be ready to meet God? and it may be sooner than you think! Don't be too busy with the affairs of this world that you put God out of your life!

I don't know what kind of person you are. perhaps you have a great ambition to get rich or win distinction among your fellow men. perhaps you are streering your life down the same road. Dear friend. May I warn you : beware! lest you the same fate. in anything you do, don't leave your God out of your life. Get right with God: that is the only safe way.


Posted @ [8:09 PM]

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


THE LOVE THAT I WANT;
IS THE LOVE THAT I CAN'T HAVE<>
Yes..i like him
everyday..i just wan to see him,
even from the very far side..
but i like to do that...
izzit calls love?..
i dun even knw wad is love all about?
i dun knw even know..
yes..I m UNWANTED
THERE IS NO ONE LIKE ME IN THIS WORLD
EXCEPT jesus^^...

i m crying again..

alwayz with tearz..Jesus help me!Just u can know my heart!





Posted @ [7:22 AM]

Monday, July 16, 2007


i kinda hate my self

I agreed with melinda^^..
''We're teenager...the best part of our life''
dun miss the Opportunity...just take it easy!!...

Thx's melinda...u make me feel better^^...

As a teenager..tis time to fulfil our dream!!...
do wad u wan to do...
dream wad u want to be..
dun miss up everything in ur life...
coz later u just can REGRET!!....

Posted @ [6:20 AM]



Today..
Marita birthday^^...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINTAA!!!...

And
today I super super TiReeddddddddddddd^^..

TIREDD OF EVERYTHING

nOw..i m 14^^...
must be more mature...
must know how to solve a problem..
must know how to use REAL SMILE

no more CRY
no more STUBBORN
no more BABY


Posted @ [3:28 AM]

Saturday, July 14, 2007


A girl only needs 3things in her Life...
Love to make her WEAK..
alcohol to make her strong
and FREIND to pick her up when thefirst two make her hit the ground

Posted @ [8:08 PM]



14 JULY'07....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CINDY!!!....
She celebrated her birthday last nite on 13 july'07...
she felt fun and happy!!....
but she is feeling a bit sad...
coz no more b'day party....untill she is 17 years old!!...


The FIRST and the LAST birhday's party for her^^...untill she really 17 years old...



Hope she can FULFIL her dreams!!....
Jesus...I LOVES YOU!!....
Mom...I LOVES YOU!!
Dad...I LOVES YOU!!...
I LOVES EVERYBODY IN THIS WORLD!!...

And the LAST....

I LOVE HIM....
I JUST WAN TO BE WITH HIM....
BUT I KNOW...
ITS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE TO ME TO BE TOGETHER

but I REALLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!...

Posted @ [4:23 AM]



BEAUTY
ONLY GETS
ATTENTION
personality
CAPTURES
the
HEART

Posted @ [4:16 AM]

Friday, July 13, 2007


Hm..............
at 1st...
I can't imagine this party!!................
Even is not as nice as people celebrate out there...
but i can enjoy this party!!...........
Its Fun...
and i wont 4gt in my life................
when they pushed me into swimming pool..
when my face FULL OF CAKE ...coz of them...
I wan to cry!!...i cry because of happy...
on my sweet 14 birthday^^..
I really happy!!...........
thx's 4 u all guys!!..........


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....
HAPPY SWEET 14...
ON 14 JULY'O7....

Posted @ [10:09 AM]







Happy birthday to me!!....
Sweet 14^^....
thx's 4 u all for coming my Party^^........
i wont 4gt it!!...........
the first and the LAST!!...........



Posted @ [9:59 AM]










Too bad!!...they all pUshed me to swimming pool with my dress^^..
OMG...can u feel that?...wear the formal dress then Pushed me to swimming pool..
with the cake on my FACE...
FULL OF CAKE ON MY FACE!...
this birthday that i will not forget 4eva...
the first and the last celebrate for my birthday!!...
thx's,....it fun!!....^^....



Posted @ [9:37 AM]

MY 1ST CAKE..



This is my 1st cake^^...
I have give to Raymond!!
as a friend only lahs....
u all people dun think too much Wors...
coz he will be continue her study to America^^...
Too bad bahs!!....
LOLS...

just enjoy my 1st cake bahs...
XD


Posted @ [9:28 AM]







happy birthday to me.....
happy birthday to me...
happy birthday...happy bithday....
happy birthday to me!!!....
Zho wo sheng re kuai le..
My birthday's wishes...:
- Hope to take care all my family^^..
- take care my self..
-take care all my frenz..i dun care...they hate me or love me,i still like to care..
-study hard!!...hope i can do better...
-be more mature..
-be happy all the time....
-no more cry..
-can fulfill my dream
- the last...i LOVE him...i wan to be with him!!...



Posted @ [9:19 AM]








This is my b'day gift frm all my frenz..
Thx's a lots!!...
i'll like it too^^...
thx's to angela...brian....freddy...nadia...filin...wita...yenny....budi..michale..steven...raymond..william...artono...freddy..
sylvia..jason..marita...melinda..monica..c asuank..terrence..aliank..rico..gorby...hans...jery..richard...vicky..vica...
thx's to u all^^...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Posted @ [9:06 AM]

Thursday, July 12, 2007


I dun knw wad are they thinking....
I just wan to celebrate to ue all...



''''I dun need a present or anything!!...
I just wan to ue all celebrate with ue all people
FOR THE LAST!!...
izzit very hard for u people to come?
and given me some invalid reason...
but its okay....
I wont force ue all people...
which is its make me so hurt!!...
up to u all...u want to come or not,its ur choise!!....
i wont force u all ppl de...
coz its really the last time for me to celebrate my bday...
nvm...
i know...i shouldnt be like that..
I'm too selfish!!...
thn the result is very bad..
lost my happiness AGAIN!!....

I WONT ANGRY TO UE ALL...
I REALLY VERY TIREDD!!!...
BUT I REALLY DISSAPOINTED!!...

And i'll said ''''THANK YOU'''''fOR u all^^...
THX'S A LOTS!!...for dissapointed me!!

Posted @ [3:16 AM]



I wan to study!!...
but why when i want to study still have somthing make me cancel it!!...
DEVIL!!....damn hate it!!...
I really want to study....
i want to make my family happy!!...
I need someone who will support me on my study^^...
Please....push me 4 study!!!....
please!!.....
I beg you!!

Posted @ [2:19 AM]



I know...
My feeling said tomorrow will be turn out different how i expected before..
as i tought when they came to my life,
its will make me totally change...
NO!!....it will make me feel HURT!!....
maybe my birthday will be turn out frmdifferent how i expected!!...
if not,let's see on tomorrow and 14 july'07


I'm crying again!!....
Ooh God...what happend to me?...

I'm SICK OF MY LIFE



Posted @ [2:02 AM]



Tomorrow is my B'day party...
I can't imagine how my party look like..
izzit become happiness?or become sadness?


God..hope tomorrow evrything will be fine

Posted @ [1:57 AM]

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


Why??
When i had expected something,it will turn out different something from how we expected...
Yes,I'm too selfish!!....mistaken..!!..
I should get punishment for that!!...
but she couldn't understand me..
she could only said I m acting infront of people..
Idun care....coz ur rite...i'm acting to be happy^^that's it!!..
n WON'T acting infront of ppl coz want get attention!!...
NO!!....Big big NO!!..

Wad hpnd in this world?
yes...I'm too selfish...
Yes..I'm too pampered!!..
coz if got anything hppnd,i could only cry!!..
cry a lots!!..


Posted @ [5:22 AM]

Tuesday, July 10, 2007


Wad hppnd in this world?^^...
Should i care about it?..
Yes...i should....
coz its depend on my future^^...
where's my future?
yes...my future is in our hand^^...
we should get it from our hand^^...

God....wad hppnd to me?
I'm crying again!!...
wad should i do?

Posted @ [7:09 AM]



I don't Know...
I really Don't Know..
it was only the words that I can said..
I don't Know!!

I have a family..
more than enough!!...
I'm happy with my family..
but U all Know people in this world are so bad..
they are never know how to treasure around them..
God....May You 4give them?..all people in this world?..

Love is all around!!....
but they never feel it!!..
Hate also all around..!!..

Yes...me too:)
I'm too selfish!!..
I'm just a liitle girl who don't know everything..
StuBborn..
Baby Crying..
Stupid..
tHat's it!!..
but i still have a heart which not all people have it!

I'll smile deeply no matter wad happening!!

Posted @ [4:46 AM]



Today....
i'm Happy^^..
I'm not like u all people think!!....
maybe u all people think I'm stressful..depression...
NO!!...
today got Robotics untill 5.30...Very tired!!...
wan to rest 1st!!..
bye2 blog....

Posted @ [4:37 AM]

Sunday, July 8, 2007


I just came back From Plaza singapore..
just Played DDR...
i addicted for it!!...
play2 untill my leg pain...
i met Vincent frm 1f....
kk...
just lik tat...
cya blog...
bye2

Posted @ [5:21 AM]



I m goiin to ps 1st....
2nite cant on9..
maybe tml i'lll write my blog...

bye2 blog^^..

anyway...i'm very sad!!...
i feel lik wan to cry!!..
SsSshhh....
dun let ppl know...

Posted @ [12:46 AM]

Saturday, July 7, 2007







Dead End Girl made
A promise to her self
That this Dead
End world would
be forced to
Eat it self

Posted @ [10:35 PM]







tHre was Once a Little Girl who
Comes out of a well every seven days
On the seventh day Little Boy death Found
His FiRst Love..

Posted @ [10:28 PM]



today..I m nt goiin to church..
actually i got planning to go to church..
but i cant wake up!!...
T-T..

I miss to go to church..
I miss Jesus Christ..

Posted @ [10:23 PM]



SOMEONE SAID :


You want me to slap you is it? Or beat the hell out of you?
What the f***k did you cut your self for?!
You said you hate people on friendster doing this,then why did you doing it too?
Are you an idiot? Do you think hurting yourself like that can slove your problems?
You think you'll honestly be happy after you done what you did?
If you cut yourself for attention,then for God's sake stop it !!
Why don't you just appreciate yourself?
I know i shouldn't be saying anything since I'm the one who was emo,but let me ask you this,
Have you ever seen me cut my self?
Don't be stupid girl!!...u can't solve your problem by hurting your body
I said i hate my life,but i will never hurt my self the way you do..
You know why?
Because I know hurting my self like that just will made other party who make me sad happy?
They'll start thinking oh,u can't live without someone or something,
Even it is TRUE,appreciate your body,its given to you by God..
There are people who care about you out there...damn it!!
You're such an idiot,u know that?
Anyway,the point is if i ever know u hurt yourself in that way again,
I'll flash your head down the toilet bowl.



Posted @ [9:04 AM]




'''Out of the darkness'''
''Comes the promise of light''
''Out of the violence of the past''
''Comes the DREAMS of the future''
I'm alone!!....
i could only see the starz...and ''feng cing''
but WHO CARES??....
no one care^^...
its already normal day for me!!...
i only have my blog to accompany me!!...
write out my feelings...and no one know...
yaa...it is i want...
i dun wan let ppl knw who is the real i am...
but i m not faker...
i jus wan to be happy...
yaa..i want!!...
and dun let ppl worry about me...
surely no one will worry about me de la...


its not emo!!...



Posted @ [8:29 AM]













This morning..
i went to sengkang to services my phone..
I wasted $300+ of my phone's bill,coz of GPRS!!...
so i closed all my GPRS n MMS...no more!!...
and tis afternoon..
Sylvia asked me to go cineleisure to watch transformer..
WaHh...its not my day..all full already!!...huh..
so i canceled my watch movie and go play DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!!...
Its very nice..i played untill my leg's pain...LOL..[but still Fun]...
after tat...today,i met a lots of my old frenz..
Joshepin....rynz...ladya....
and today i have 3 new frenz...
Jason....Evan..Gladis..
NICE TO KNOW U ALL^^..
tis evening we went to vivo city..
after that went clark qu...^^...
go home!!...
U CAN JUST IGNORE TIS...
ALL CRAB!!...
XD





Posted @ [6:28 AM]

Friday, July 6, 2007





Yesteday....i gt Home econ lesson^^....
i design tis one...

Posted @ [7:26 PM]



Yes...I just wanna cry!!....
who can borrow me a shoulder to cry on?...

Posted @ [7:05 PM]











Dun leave me alone!!...
wo zhi xiang yao gen ni zai yi chi^^
bU Yao fang shou...I beg you!!


Posted @ [6:58 PM]



I AM NOT EMO AS U THINK!!!
Ya...its true^^...
say NO To EMO

Posted @ [6:55 PM]



I wan to watch TRANSFORMER,...^^...
but no time to watch!!....
T-T.....
tml wan to go cineleisure go watch transformer...
Jia you!!

Posted @ [1:49 AM]



i'm fine here^^...
at sch i'm smiling but when out of sch i'm crying^^...
dun u notice tat when i'm smiling isnt really smiling?..
yes..no one know^^...
they r think i'm happy girl^^...
yes...i try to be happy all the time..but its really hard 4 me..

Posted @ [1:32 AM]

Wednesday, July 4, 2007


Today....
bad mood AGAIN....
i dun even knw why...
after sch gt cca...
huh...CCA SUCKS...damn hate it!!....
wan to quit^^....

today is andily's bday...
happy bday andily...^^....

and lastly....
i cant believe HE LOVES HER...
is it true?...or just acting infront of us?...

want to do my hw 1st...
-maths
-geo
-eng


bye2 blog^^...

Posted @ [4:52 AM]

Tuesday, July 3, 2007


Today is not my day!!..
bad mood suddnly come out AGAIN!!....
without reason...
its really very weird feeling....
I dun feel lik want to study....but in the other hand,i must work hard to my final exam...
I'm feeling uncomfortable....
i just want to Run away!!....to closer place...got no people!!...
and CRY A LOTS...MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!!
LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE....
I really dun wan to talk with anyone!!...
i want sit alone at the corner and cry silencely....

I dun expect anyone to chloe me..coz I DUN NEED!!...
lol...i tell tis for wad?...
no one care about me!!......

i feel like go back to my own life AGAIN!!...
who can bring me out frm tis world??...
WHO??....^^...

Posted @ [3:56 AM]

Sunday, July 1, 2007








last friday...
i went to star-virgo....CRUISE....
i met so many frenz over there..
i met alicia & angel...Hwaa...miss them so much!!..
finally can met them...

and 2nd...i met sally..
my frenz frm batam sch at Global de^^....

Posted @ [4:05 AM]


























































Yesterday...
got bbq party at starcruise^^....
got a lots of cake^^..
very nice de....
gt a lots of stawberry^^...
i love stawberry^^

Posted @ [3:57 AM]


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