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Sunday, October 28, 2007


yeah!.
have no mood to blogging..
got a lot prob here..
dun know how to start first..
i really tireddd..
but i wanna let my mom n dad enjoy their holiday.^^...

i wanna enjoy this lifee..
holidays..
like her..
smile all the way..
i m envy wif her cheerful smile..
coz i wanted it too..

Now everything have change a lots
i wonderiing,how can this life full of change that i never wanted it.
its really tireddd...
cant stand it anymore..
i do not want be emo-iing!
but everything will not change back easily..
don't you all feel?

He said "You must be happy,cheerful,talk a lot joke,just think of positive.don't think sad things".

yeaah!I should learn from him.

everything have change.
I just can smile deeply and said "Just takecaree of your self".
i don't want to care about her anymore..
just let time to prove it.
i wish i can restart my life.
don't want care about others .But i just like to care
think the positive.
smile.

只要笑一笑;没什么事情过不了.
Sorry to HIM.i really can make it.,
i don't even kNow ur true or not.
&我喜欢你,可是从来不是爱的感觉。
Lost girl

Posted @ [9:06 PM]

Friday, October 26, 2007


This is message from Mrs.Choy for the last

Dearest CINDY,
We all have dreams.But in order to make dreams into reality,
It takes an awful lot of determination,dedication,self-discipline,and effort!
JiaYous!!..
I kNow u can do it!
Mrs.Choy Mei shan
1E'2007
BMSS

Posted @ [8:01 AM]




Its amaziing!!....$886.90..


the Fried rice also very nicee..!!



its SHARKFIINS!!..
1 bowl cost $80...







Today went to THE VILLAGE RESTAURANT wif family n Relativee...
SHARKFIINS....!!..
its very Nice taste^^..
But its so expensivveee..
dun Noe..why my mOm hav a good wind to treat tat!!..
hwaaaa..
tml my family goiin to beiJiing,shang hai..
i just leave at Home..can't go!!..
coz of mu liittle Brother^^..
TT...

Posted @ [7:49 AM]



My DNA say I love you.

什么?
你说你爱我?
你了解我吗?
你懂我喜欢什么,不喜欢什么吗?
你都不了解我,平什么说你爱我?
你知道你很自私吗?
连聊解我的一个人都不来。

Posted @ [12:13 AM]

Thursday, October 25, 2007


class Outiing in sentosa...
its quite funn..
can play play waterr...
thn Kuan-yie like to throw^^..
met Terence there..
seems like dun Noe me..
i thiink to muchh..
perhaps he never see me..
met Budii,shu-Juan,"pretty Boy"..


after tat,went to Vivo cityy.
play2 wif my classmates for the LAST
goiin E-ZONE. saw them play..
i just watchiing them..
no mOod at all...
but wif my fakee smile,everythiing is goiin on well..
i was talkiing to Joshua,Kuan-yie ect...
talkiin till so nicee=x

Finally met Jia-wen,her frenz n LOLITA...
hahha...
he is a LOLITA..
lik it man =x..

met Jane,cherly in vivo city too^^..
after tat feel tired n went home...
but
i forgot i go 'yue diin' wif Steven n Ricoo..
but when i went there,I saw nothiing!
they r not goii..
hurt me=x
till i wait for many hours!...

i smsing wif him agaiin =x..
he is different nOw..
Hopee can understand him Moree..^^..
Takecaree to Him...

i should end till here..
will updatee tml^^...
Nites..
sweet Dreams!!..

Posted @ [7:59 AM]

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


24-10-2007
today never go out...
when my phone's house was rang..
i know something happend..
yeah!something was happend..
that actually i have prepare for this..
i cant do anythiing..
the onii thing i could do was as usual cryiing
cryiing?wasted a lot of tears..
i dun hav to cry actually...
all my fault!!..



i msg to him to tell about this.
he actually called me up to check wheter i was okays or not
well,I wasn't Okays
i mean it.
i said i am okays but i wasn't..
he said :' are you cryiiing?'
i said :'NO!i m not cryiing,my sound abit strange today,its because i wasn't feeliing well..
[*yeah!..i am lyiing..i dun wan ppl ''ke lian'' wo ]..
he said :'oh..Okays! Takecaree'
i said :' Thanks"..
Truthly,i was cryiing on the phone..
*sory to him, i was lyiing..
i dun wan to do that anyways..but No choise..
i'll be stronger.^_^;

Posted @ [3:52 AM]

Tuesday, October 23, 2007



Tong Jia Di needs a life besides work, paying down family debt, and more work. So her best friend Jiang Xiao Nan sneaks in a “Love” coupon in Jia Di’s raffle box praying that the lucky guy who draws it will sweep Jia Di off her feet. As it so happens, Huo Yan, the compassionate manager Jia Di has secret crush on, is the lucky guy. But, tho' the prince can exchange the coupon for Cinderella’s love, it doesn’t mean he will, especially when his devilish younger brother is determined to exchange his “Master/Angel” coupon for her servitude
NICE DRAMA!!

Posted @ [1:05 PM]




Gigi has "clean-freak" genes but her boyfriend, Anteater, is a slob. She steals new untested drugs to suppress her natural behaviour so that she can be with her boyfriend. Marlene has been taking anti-fat pills to control her "fat" genes when she falls in love with the landlord's son Terry. Her life gets complicated when the drug is withdrawn from the market. Will the girls find true love with some help from Science?


A new job as a television producer moves Renee Donovan back to Singapore. Recently divorced, she is hoping to start a new life with her six-year-old daughter and put the past behind her. However, on her first day at work, a current affairs assignment takes her back to the neighbourhood she ran away from 10 years ago. There, an old neighbour, Old Teo, recognises her and at every turn, he threatens to reveal her secrets. As Renee struggles to cover her real identity and complete the assignment, she is forced to confront her past and the shameful secrets which surface as a result.





Today went to VIVO CITY wif Angela..Filin..Vindy
shOpiin..Shopiin...
wasted a lot of money...
bought :
-White watch..
-School Bag...
-Rings...
-Watch Moviee...
-Blaa...Blaa...



went to eat Sushi Te..
ANGELA's Mom treated us to eat..
Thx ANGELA's Mom....


Busy Watch ''WHY WHY LOVE''...
Borrow from STEPHANIE....
thx alot to her...
its VERY NICEE TAIWAN DRAMA....


nOw is 2.53 AM..still watchiing this drama...
=pppppp

Posted @ [11:36 AM]

Monday, October 22, 2007
ALONE


Alone is boredom..
Alone is boriing..
Alone is unlike,sad..

At times is it alone good?
Or more likely,needed?
At times,you really need to be alone?
or actually,you really need someone?

We'll never understand..
why being people need to be alone
they themselves don't understand it

the answer is simple
we don't need to be alone
we just need someone..
someone who can understand us...

Posted @ [5:36 AM]

Tuesday, October 16, 2007


When You perceive your self as different,You are different. I am different.
I told my self are indeed I was and I am.
I really am different.
I Think differently.
I'm sure,sometimes you would think that you are the only creature living ones and others people are just robots that come into your life positively or negatively.
But think about it, is that true?
Remember,Your every move,affects,everyone around us.
Wether in a positive or negative way,
Like when you think of commiting suicide to end your life.
Think about it,You,You friends,your family.and people around us..
they may get hurt!...

yeahh..Its me

Posted @ [1:53 AM]



Tomorrow is the last day paper..CHINESE!!...
all de best for all of us...
JiaYous JiaYous!!...
tml i'll be goiin Around the singapore..
hahhha...
Okays then...

I'm back anyways..
My Blog is Not dyiing^^....

Posted @ [1:37 AM]

Sunday, October 14, 2007




Today...goiin to far east!..
to see some Gothic lolita punkz dress!..
very nicee!!..
i tried this gothic Kimono.
its cool...
$159....
and i wanna buy lolita's shoe $170....
>.<.....

Posted @ [2:15 AM]



somebody said :

"My inner thought,my inner most-secret,the things that i've never ever told and
more important the things i;ve always wanted to tell,was something in my mind all this time,in my head everytime. when i'm awake,i'm acting. when i'm asleep,i'm cryiing.i feel lost in this world,not knowiing who hates me or who is tryiing to destroy me.goiin around the world full of worries. I don't mind if i have done nothiing wrong,bur i don't know what i've done. so help me by telling me,is it safe to live in this world?"

this is the truth of somebody eho looks cool and happily but inside is full of worries..

Posted @ [1:40 AM]


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SMILE Girl
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She LAUGHS then she SMILES
to Hide the PAIN

She Like to be a DOLL
Void of Emotions or feeling
Sitting there all day with a SMILE on my Face even when She is UnHappy

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