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Sunday, August 26, 2007


Ost : One litre of tears...

kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
todori tsuku sono saki ni wa
nani ga bokura wo matteru?..
nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tami ni
tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu na ano hi
ashita sae mieta nara
tame iki mo nai kedo
nagara ni sakarat fune no you ni
ima wa mae he susume
kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
shiawase ga matsu toio yo
boku wa mada sagashite iru
kisetsu hazure no himawari
kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
kodoku ni mo nareta nara
tsuki akari tayori ni
hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
motto mae he susume
amagumo ga kireta nara
nureta michi kagayaku
yami dake ga orshiete kureru
tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
tsuyoi mae he susume

Posted @ [2:56 AM]

Saturday, August 25, 2007

My Japanese Name Is...

Mitsuki Washio
What's your Japanese Name?
You Are In a Decent Mood
You aren't turning cartwheels, but you're having a pretty good day.
Some ups, some downs, but overall you're coming out ahead.
And who knows? Tomorrow could be even better!">What Mood Are You In?

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.
You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).
You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.
Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!
Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.
What Planet Are You From?

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.
You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life.

Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart

Your gemstone: Ruby

Your flower: Larkspur

Your colors: Green and red
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Posted @ [11:17 PM]

U can see she Smiling here!..
but u won't know wad hppnd inside!
how much she cries!...


Posted @ [7:55 PM]

crying Cindy at home,crying when arrives home!
i really dun KNow wad to do..
i feel miserable..
make them suffer!
maybe when i oUt of this world,can make their feeling more better!
eu can see my smile at sch...
but eu won't know wad hppnd inside!
really tired!
i only can think to end my life!..
but still got a lots of thing i need to do!
and i still wanna enjoy this life!
we live only once!
should i treasure?..
but nobody could understand me!
so wad?..
i dun wan think about it!
i wanna study!
i must get into sec 2express!

Posted @ [7:46 PM]

Friday, August 24, 2007

Filin n me...

wad is tis?..
very notty wors!..
today got chinese test!
wrote the answer over there!..
after sch...
walked around till band-room!..
saw XiuMin n Pearlyn practiced dance!...
my favorritee song for dancing!!!...
heard that song!..
automatically get my body to dance!!....
hip-hop rocks man!...
salsa dance more rocks!..
i wanna learn!...

Embarking on a life journey is tough.
You'll trip over pothless or perhaps sink into thicksand..
many people say,life is like that."
but tell me,how mant of them handle these well?
some deicide to end theiR life,some turn to drugs or alcohol.
It is difficult to find someone who actually leads a perfect life without meeting temptations and failures.
Some hide behind a masked face trying so hard to be like somebody,a somebody.
But often fail and never realise that being yourself more important than anything else!
everyone through life,some eventually find what they want,some never did..
life's fair!..we all know that!
all these fauts of the earth that hard to erase..
I believe as long as one finds the key to life,life will belived worthwhile...

Posted @ [7:18 AM]

Thursday, August 23, 2007


Dear Diary,

What shall I do? What can I do? I tell you in frank manner I can't go on like this,can Go on!
Father,everyday he will tell me to study hard and get good marks,but even though i study very hard,can not remember or concentrate.My mind has gone blank,blank,blank!!! I don't Know what is the trouble-I think I'm sick or going to be mad or what I don't Know.I can not sit in the room for three hours for study,I can't concentrate.I wish I can watch TV or listen to the radio or go out,but Dad says must study hard for the examination and pass well.Must pass,pass,pass! If I failk,I willl sure get a good caning.If fail,Mum will be dissapointed them! Dad has bought me new watch-he says him self will go without watch,because he wants me to be happy to study hard-Mum loves me so much- she says she will die if i Don't pass the exam because will be a great shame and father,he will laughing stock of friends whose children are very clever and study hard,I want to be clever,very clever for sake of my dear parents who love me so much and sacrifices for my sake.

I must STUDY!STUDY!STUDY! i must do well in the exams and make my parents happy.

Must STUDY!STUDY!STUDY! Even if die, Adeline Ng Ai Choo, must really work hard to get at least pass grade.

stories of Singapore!
This is the diary that when i hav drama class..and the drama teacher told about her story!...
Tis gal call Adeline Ng Ai Choo..
tis is real story and real diary entry that she wrote use her hand-writting..
tis gal had past away!..
she commited suicide!..
because she fail her exam by 1 MARK...
can u imagine?...
she commited suicide coz she fail her test by 1 mark!..
she jumped down!..
and her parents found her diary in her room!...
izzit her life so comlicated?..
coz of study?..
she shouldn't did lik tat!
but people's mind?..
who Know?
perhaps she didn't think too much!
just think to the end of her life?..
wad do u think about her?..

Posted @ [8:02 AM]


But too bad!..
I m not tat Big girl who don't cry!..
cry is already a part of my self tat can't change n which is i hate most!
i Too easy to cry le
I was thinking...
I hate my self?.
wad for?..
for REGRETSWad i m doiin?..
I'll say a big big ''YES'''..
I dun even kNow wad i m doiin!
I not treasure a chance that my parents had given to me!
and i'll just end up with REGRETS!
NO!...i won't let it be happend!..
I mustn't break my promises!..
study hard to continue my sec 2express!.

but why i still can't concrete!..
still not work hard!..
if i not workhard,i won't be continue at sec2express!..
I MUST!!...
if not..i'll be make them sadd!...
all people disapointed!
and me?...dun know wether i can still except tis matter?..
or i just run away from this world?..
i can't think lik tat!..
still have 59days!
i must!...

Posted @ [7:46 AM]

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Hohoho....Dom2 try to take pic^^...

Hohoho...u can see uncle very cute!..
LJS ?..wad r u doiin?

Hahaha...Uncle very strong hor...

hoho...fabian bully uncle..

LOL..uncle's face look very fierce!!...

hahha.. wad are they doiin?

LJS...Took the pic....dun Noe when...

who's tat?

whre's my file?...
find it out
ysd..went to jurong to took weizhang's phone!..
with angela..vindy...ljs...eddy..

Posted @ [12:48 AM]

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Do you feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong and no one understand you..
Do u ever want to run away?
do you lock your self in your room?,
with the music on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming?
NO! u don't know what its like when nothing feels all right!
U dun knw wad its like to be lik me...
to be hurt..
to feel lost..
to be left out in the dark..
to be kicked when ur down!
To feel like u've been pushed around..
to be on the edge of breaking down,
when no one's there to save you!
u might think she's happy but she gonna not be okay!....

Kill me please...
I beg you!

Posted @ [5:58 AM]

Monday, August 20, 2007

I'll be goiin Macau soon^^...
gonna Miss u all..
will come back de laa..^^...
takecaree ya!

Posted @ [4:59 AM]

Dominic and LJS...AT MRT goiin vivo^^..

use LJS'S Phone...
coz my phone very bad de...

Eddy ac cool^^...
PEACE my grandSon!!.....
dun be angry...><...XD

Goiin Eddy...Dominic..LJS....

Posted @ [4:46 AM]

JACKIEEE n Cindyyy^^...<3
he went back le la..
Miss him wors^^....
love u^^......

Posted @ [4:28 AM]

Saturday, August 18, 2007

A sorrowful heart filled with regrets..
lonely tears streaming down her face..
is this the way her life should be?..
spending each day wondering..
"is she really worth anything?"
as she reaches down in her heart,
she realizes that she is misplaced..
she tries to grasp her only question..
"does anyone love her for her who she is"..
can they possibly know what she feels..
when all they ever to witness is a fake smile on the outside of her?
should life really have to be lived as a lie?
deceiving and misleading them to think..
that she's okay and she's happy just the way she is...
all the hurtful words cut deeply..
the teasing meant only as a joke,
stuck with her everywhere she went her friend try to understand,
but how can they know how its feel to be abandoned?
she's the one who walking alone..
the whole time asking her self
"what's wrong with she?"
it seem she's always second.
can she ever know what it is like to be loved?
so she can live feeling that someone need her....

To be on the edge of breaking down,
when no one's there to save her....

Posted @ [8:10 PM]

dominic try to took pic..hahha...
Janee and Eddy!..
Got band perfomance today! tiong bahru plaza!
met a lots if frenz there!
anyway...bands rocks today!.. it!
met frengky ..herry over there....
miss them!...
i met 3 new frenz...
AND the last i 4gt the name...sory!...
after tat went vivo with Eddy...dominic..LJS...janee....
they accompany me to eat LJS [ long John silver ]....
met Miao Huii over there....
thn 10.30 we went home!...
tired wors!...
wanna slp...
bye2 blog!...

Posted @ [9:27 AM]

Tuesday, August 14, 2007
STORY of the day..


There once was a blind girl who hated her self just because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boy friend.

He was always there for her,she said that if she could only see the world,she would marry her boyfriend.

One day,someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything,including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend then ask her "Now that you can see the world,will you marry me?"

The girl was shock! when she saw that her boyfriend was blind and refused to marry him.

her boyfriend walked in tears and later wrote a letter to her saying : "Just take caree of my eyes dear."


Posted @ [5:20 AM]

Monday, August 13, 2007

I prefer those people who hate you!
they will act or tell infront of you at least they are REAL
But not those people,they hate you still wanna use to act like a friend!
that's fakee!..damn hate it! tell me if u hate me..
i won't hate u back..
i just wanna know..
i dun expect everyone lik me..
but not acting infront of me..
this world is so fake and people are bad..
friend?for them is just a tool..
they'll get use of you!
beware of that kind of people..
i know a lots!
i won't mind if u get use of me,
coz u will know wad is goiin on..

love me?
hate me?
hold me?
leave me?
hug me?
kill me?
dump me?
ridicule me?
murder me?
miss me?
praise me?
kiss me?
i W.O.N.T give u a damn

Posted @ [7:09 AM]

Saturday, August 11, 2007

crying silently!
my weakness is
''I m too easy to cry"
i m not feel lik wan to write here!
to privat!..

wanna tell u all..
Tml i'll return back my card!
and i won't use phone anymore!
wait till my Mom give back!
dun knw when can give back!
perhaps end of year?..
dun noe!
at least i'll do well in my exam!
hope i'll pass my exam!...
gud luck to me n u!..
common test is coming!..

need someone KeYiAnWeiWo...

Posted @ [11:06 PM]

cindy with princess and prince!



Our food tat we eaten...

My favorite cake wors!!...StawBerry^^..

Me and Snow white Princess^^

Vindy n Cindy^^

I'm back frm starcruise!!..
not took a lots of pic over there...^^....
its fun...
but ........... [ BuNengShuoDeMiMi ].....

Posted @ [9:39 PM]

Thursday, August 9, 2007

SECRET is Jay Chou’s directorial debut that deals with the memory of first love. This is the first day Lun is admitted to Tamkang Secondary School. When he walks around the campus, he meets Yu (Kwai Lun-Mei) in the music room who is playing a mysterious piano solo. The two become intimate friends and spend a lot of time together. “What’s the melody you played the first day we met?” asked Lun, “That’s my secret.” Yu whispered in his ear. One day, Lun asks Yu to meet him at the music room. But accidentally, they did not meet and Yu never shows up again. It seems that Yu has disappeared from this world. Later, Lun gets a photo of Yu, but what surprises him is that Yu is standing next to his father, Chiu (Anthony Wong) on the photo! The secrets behind Yu and the mysterious melody are going to be unlashed…


So how was the movie?
Well...I only can say..
[ 5 Stars..maybe ]...
Thousands clapsss for Jay Chou...
Its sure SHOULD be watch!!...

In the movie..
U can see another side of Jay Chou!...
Not only COOLCOOL one...
but a cute...funny..charming..talented guy!
The piano playing parts are remarkable of course!..
and he danced in the movie...
Everything is perfect!..
But the story a bit complicated!...
so to be understand I watch 2 Times!!...X)..


I'm rain!

I love you!

do u love me?

Posted @ [7:23 PM]

Dominic [ sitting there ] LJS....

went to cineleisure,
with My cousin [deasy]..Melisa...and budi [ new frenz from MDIS ]...
watch secret AGAIN!!....
Damn nice wors!...
Finally can understand wad the ''secret'' talking about...
coz its quite misunderstanding wit the movie...
but nice story!...
with happy ending^^...

He can even die to her...

went to cineleisure met some of frenz...
Miranda...Cindy [ same name with me^^ ] ....
Violet [ my old classmate in Hua language centre..Miss you ] ..
Yenny...Budi...steven...and one new frenz [ sory..i 4gt the name already ]...
after that..
went to vivo city...
to hav dinner...
met my old frenz again..
Dewanato [ my old classmates in Hua language centre ]..
its too sudden^^...
miss them so much!....
walk around..
suddenly met Sylvia and marita..
ask us go with them to shopping..
no choise...!
i went with them...
till 10+...
Eddy...LJS...dominic came to vivo city...
then talk and walk till 11+...
went home!.....
very sadd....
My dad went back indonesia..^^...

i will be goiin cruise tis evening..
and met my frenz..angel & alicia^^...
will c u two soon^^...

Posted @ [5:47 PM]

OMG....where is my face?....
paste by the funny face!!....

Took neo print^^...
at cine...
Deasy...Melisa...vindy...erick [ my brothers ]...

Posted @ [9:31 AM]

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

we celebrate national day in sch^^....
all very excited wors!!...
even wear band unform...also not playing anything...
stand there help them to pick up instrument^^..
but today i realize that..
Band is ROCKS!!!..... is rocks!..
at 1st...i 'm feeling guilty to Mrs.Lim..
i dun knw why...
she turn out 180 degree of her attitude!
now she bacome like angel...
so kind^^..
she never angry with us...
OMG...i really feel guilty...
hope Mrs.lim can forgive us!...
Happy national day of Singapore!!...
LOL...After I realize that tis celebrate national day of Singapore 2007...
very interesting!
yeah..the 1st time celebrate national day in singapore!..
feel exciting..interesting...!..
I become love to Singapore!..
coz maybe I never celebrate national day of Indonesia before!..

Posted @ [11:25 PM]

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She Like to be a DOLL
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Love her? or hate her?..
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