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Thursday, January 31, 2008


Went to Terry house today =x


Note of the day,


我一直在想:“人生是什么?怎么回活在世上?
死后又会怎样?就这样消失了。不在存在。
总觉得活着的意义是什么?
what's life?
每一天都做一样的事。
If life can be defined,then it isn't life anymore.

Posted @ [2:36 AM]

Wednesday, January 30, 2008


Start new cca today.
"CABIN".
quite boriing ):



Note of the day,


Embarking on a life journey is tough.
You'll trip over potholes,or perhaps sink into thicksand.
Many people say "Life is like that".
but tell me,How many of them handle these well?.
some decide to end their life,
some turn drugs,alcohol.
it is difficult to find someone who actually leads a perfect life without meeting temptations-
and failures.
some hide behind a masked face,
trying so hard to be somebody,a somebody.
but often fail and never realise that being your self is actually more important-
than anything else.
everyone through life.
some eventually find what they want,some never did.
life is unfair,we all know that.
all these are fault of the earth that hard to erase.
i believe as long as one finds the key to life,
life will be worthwhile (:



Goiin cruise next week =x
I'm sory to him =x
sory.
i dont know what should i said.
sory.
hope we still can be friend.

Posted @ [3:23 AM]

Tuesday, January 29, 2008


Want to inform that my laptop dun noe why.
goiin to service agaiin =x



Note of the day,


Happiness lives for those who cry,
those who hurt,those who have tried &
those who have searched.
Love begins with smile,
grow with kiss,
end with tears.
Remember whatevar happens,it happens for a reason.
Dream what you want to dream,
go where you want to go,
be what you want to be.
because you only gain of one life&one chance to do all-
these thing that you desires.


Goiin cruise this friday?
who goiin?
i want to watch golden compass =x

Happy Birthday Shinku (:
I love shinku <33

Posted @ [2:11 AM]

Saturday, January 26, 2008


25th-27th january 2008
Went to cruise..
suchh a boriing place :(
that everyweek i should goiin.
can't even enjoy my weekend with friends.
goiin cineleisure that long long time,i hav never go. :(
meet Kah Hui there&also his girl frenz.
nice to meet her.

I just repeat what i have write this before.
"When we're down,i just noticed everyone just fade away"
friends?what are friends for?"

Note of the day,
"some words,from 15 years old guy".
My inner thoughts,My inner most secret.
the things i've never ever told and more importantly the thing-
i've always wanted to tell,was something in my mind all the time all
this while, in my head everytime.
when i'm awake,i'm actiing,when i'm asleep,I'm cryiing.
i feel lost in this world,not knowing who hates me or
who is trying to destroy me.
goiin around the world full of worries.
I don't mind if i have done something wrong,
but i don't know what i've done.
so help me by telling me,
is it safe to live in this world?
this is the truth of somebody-
who looks cool but is full of worries.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~JESSICA-NOV.




Posted @ [9:47 PM]

Monday, January 21, 2008


22nd january 2008

I didn't goiin to school today!
not feeliing well.
poor me :(
"are you emo"?
the answers is "I'm NOT emo&i don't want to be."

"you always made me cry"?
yes,you are.
but i cry for my self,
so don't feel guilty^^





22nd january 2008,
its our 1 month friendshiip.
i still want to call you,
before end of today.
but can i?
end of today,
everything will be change.
all forgetten.

thanks for ur everything then.
ur brave?
i think you are the first person make me like tis.(:
glad for it.
takecaree in ur the rest of life.
will not goiin into ur life anymore.


i just want to tell you.
you almost grabb my heart,
if you do take more time,
i think you really can melt my heart.
but i know now its too late=x
all useless.


Posted @ [6:21 PM]



my laptop got problem nehxx. . .
must go service for 3days..
omg,i will not be online for 3days..
goiin to be crazyy soon!!...



i did anythiing fine. . .
just have a simple life here^^
but on wed,i don't feel like goiin to sch.lols!

When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few second,
she is not all fine.

When a girl sms you everyday,
she wants you to reply at least once.

Valentine's days is comiing soon.
will i celebrate alone?
=p

Who are you actually?
what is inside your mind?
this my only question,i wanna ask to you.

Everyone has change?

Posted @ [2:34 AM]

Thursday, January 17, 2008


late for school agaiin =x
get warniing from the principal...



goiin cruise today.
suddenly i have no mood to go,
just wanna stay at home=x
but no choice,i got to go.
will be alone there :(



I dont know about my feeliing.
am i happy? am i sad?
i'm not emo!
i just wanna said all my feeling out!
but who wan goiin to listen all?

i wanna see you play piano,tomorrow?
i really want to go =x
but i can;t!
sorry!

Posted @ [10:56 PM]



Finally i can post agaiin!



A lots of things happend in this few days..
bad things or good thing?
i don't know.

17-01-2008

i was waitiing for filin in dhoby gout,
alone there
doesn't mean i am emo.
i am not!
I sat alone,listening music&take out my diary and write my all my feeling.
after that company filin play zero&then went home.
in mrt,
one guy came to me and said "Can I have your number?".
i was answering :"hm...i dont know you!"
he said :"thats why i want to know you.can i have you phone number please,?"
then i just take his phone and give "wrong phone number"! so that he can go quickly.
soryy guyss!!..
but i dont really know you.
thats it from today!
i miss him




shaun,
I quite shock after read your message.
really.
i feel touch!

I will be goiin star cruise tomorrow,
dexter,are you goiin too?

you.
i don't know what your thinking,
can you just turn around &look at me?
我喜欢你



Posted @ [3:29 AM]

Friday, January 4, 2008


2 days never post,but who cares anyways?..
wonderiing who really bother to to come & read anymore?

New year here..
start a new begining..
when i'm down,notice that everyone just fade aways.
friend?what is friend for anyways?...
yeah,thats no Real friend in this world. don't eu?
its enough to make people around us happy.
I'm not emo.
&i dun wan to be.
i'm my self,
its just the way i'm.
don't judge me if eu don't really know me.
allright :)



I'll be goiin back indo tomorrow :)
will come back sundayy...

S_ _ _ _
i'm sory.
wether eu said eu are not angry or wad,
i still want to said it.
i don't mean it.
i don't want to hurt eu.
there are a lots of girl out there,
more good than me.
okays.
continue playiing you piano.
remember eu said eu wan play for me an-jing [jaychou song]?
i don't really know wether eu still want to play for me or not,
of coz you are my frenz.
cheer up friend :)


D_ _ _ _
你说: 如果我不是你自己,那该多好。什么事情都不会发生了。
我认为,你怪呢自己也没用阿。那是命运。
不管你是谁,事情都会发生的。
你不相信 自己,那让我相信你把。无所谓阿。
因为我知道你可以的啊。
你这个大笨蛋,不咬在怪自己了。好吗?
cheer up^^



F_ _ _ _
g ga tau ap yang loe pikirkan.
tapi beneran,gw cm pgn kasihh tau loe,
jgn mo keg gitu.
g capekk blg keg gitu,loe kira enak ya.
tp loe khan teman g,
klo loe bkn tmn g,g 1 kata aja ga mo blg.
males..
capek tao,klo ngmg keg gitu.
jadi g pgn loe ngeri,
zaman skrg uda beda.
okays? :)
g tao koq,loe ga ada niat keg gitu,tp jgn tgl diem donkk!
okays..
laen kali ati2 ya!
<333

A_ _ _ _ _
i'm okays my lovely angel.
don't worry,
i'll try harder for next year.
please don't stop to remains me.
i need it.
okays.
jiayous!



S_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Thanks for being partner with me in class.
i must used to it in 2a


Posted @ [6:00 AM]

Wednesday, January 2, 2008



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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!...


New year..
New life..
New begining..
i wan to go school.
i want to study..
i want to grow up&be a mature kids.

Posted @ [4:35 AM]


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