I kinda hate my self!!
all alone!!...
just wanna cry silently...
wad happend?
why should i live in this very complicated position?
i know..its hard to live!but at least i'll try hard!
why should i become their tool?
only for get her attention?
why?
all love her
all like to her...
except me
am i jealous?
no!i dun wan to be jealous!
jealous sucks!
i just wanna to be my self
but we has same face!they couldn't see tat?or just because she has different character!
ya..maybe this is the reason!but i hav my own life wad!
its ok to me to be different as long as i hav my own style
but why they lik to treat me like a tool..
i like to play by them!
only for get her attention!
all sucks!
even love too!
they wanted love her
but they get use of me to get!
how can be lik tat?
love is not easy to play lik a tool!
u all know tat rite?
but people who heartless,they'll do tat!
damn hate it!
people are so bad!
like to get use of people.
so they can get wad they want!
its not fair to me!
but no choise!!
I m Unwanted
they just can get use of me!
yaa...i m silly girl!
only can get use by them!
so that's why i kinda hate my self!!
Xiao-xiin-cindy
@bs.com
Friday, July 27, 2007 
Posted @ [9:05 PM]
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CINDY 
CINDY MERELLA.. (:
